Journey In The Dark

I walked in the dark,
I fell,
I got up,
And saw a ray of light.

I ran towards it,
Chased it,
I ran fast,
And faster..

I tripped,
And fell again,
I was about to lose hope,
Lose courage.

Someone reached out it's hand,
He was next to me,
He helped me stand.

I looked at him,
His eyes, staring at me,
Telling me something,
I listened carefully..
All heard was just silence.

I shooked my head slowly,
My face sad, disapponted,
Telling him i couldn't hear a thing,"I'm sorry".

He was angry,
At the same time,
He was hurt,
Then he left.

I looked down,
Tears rolling down my cheeks,
I turned away,
I forced myself to I walked again.

The pace was getting quick,
Faster and faster..
I used all my strength to run as fast as i could,
Leaving the dark,
Leaving the past.

I stopped.

Wind blew..
It danced around me,
Playing with me,
As if i could hear little children giggling,
Laughing with joy.

Yes,I was happier when i was young,
I remembered,
Innocence is pure,
Pure happiness,
Nothing else.

I smiled,
I closed my eyes,
When i opened them again..
Someone was there,
It was blur, but i knew,
He is the one,
The one i'm waiting for.

He touched my face,
His soft hand,
I kissed his hand,
He vanished.

I smiled once again,
I felt loved,
Not by the mysterious person,
But it meant something else..
Telling me that i'm love all this while,
I just have to find out who.

I dropped on my knees,
Hands on my laps,
Eyes gazing through the ray of light,
I waited.. still waiting.